FUCK THIS SHIT!!

Ok, see, now I need to vent. I thought I heard every excuse when it comes to someone not wanting to date me, but you know what, FUCK THIS!! I am too fat, I am too big, I am intimidating, I don't have a car, I don't live by myself, I'm looking for something serious, but I don't want a relationship right now, I just came out and I want to slut around (in layman's terms, lol) and NOW, I am to masculine... SERIOUSLY???? I mean I am not a prissy queen, but I am not GGRRR, BEER, GGRRR SEX, GGRRR BUTCH!! lol
I mean WTF do these gays want from me??? It's like I can't get it right... all I can do is be me, be me dorky, sarcastic, witty, sweet, nice, I mean I have to admit... I AM A GREAT GUY DAMMIT!!
People ask me why I chose the name FORBDNBEHR, what's so forbidden about me, lol. It's not forbidden about me, lol, I am not the lost arc, lol, or a tree in the garden of eden or anything, I seem to be forbidden to experience anything past dating to get to the bedroom, cause once that happens... "OH things went to fast, we need to slow down" when all the while I was just going with the flow. If I don't give in, I come off as not interested, if I do give in, one of two things happen... In actuality it is to soon, and I don't feel connected to them enough to fuck the shit out of them, so I don't perform to the best of my abilities, lol, then I just go down in the books as a bad fuck, WHICH I AM NOT!! If I don't feel connected to you other than my dick in your ass, I won't be into it. Other scenario, is if I am connected to them, and we fuck all the time, but "WHOA WHOA, I want something serious, but I am not ready to go that extra step" in other words, I want something serious, just not with you!!
I am just so sick and tired of guys. I mean I wish I could switch it off, and just hookup with anyone I can, but I am not wired that way, and i don't think I ever will be. I don't date for the sake of dating, I don't power date, if I am dating someone, it is to get to know them, and let things progress...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! Ok, my time is up :) Sorry for the jumbles of words, I just had to vent.

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