A 365 Project??

Ok my humble subjects, lol, subject.... Followers?? Hahahaha, well you get the point. Upon my online cruis.... researching, lol, I came all over a blog in which the blogger did a 365 project, and I found that to be interesting! I don't think he actually posted DAILY although I was just being a picture glutton, and not paying attention to the dates of posting, lol. HE'S GORGEOUS!!! He did it in conjunction of gaining weight or muscle, and did he bulk up. In my case, I plan on losing weight. It will be a challenge to myself as well as to you, cause if my lazy ass can commit to this, I can do anything. This project is to showcase my creative juices.... Lol, cause as you know most men do that multiple times daily, lol. Also. To bring my blog back to what it was intended to do. I have always been a bigger guy, and for those of you who know me, know my struggle with weight loss, and dieting or lack there off, and getting my ass into a gym where I belong (although some sick minded chubby chasers may disagree, lol, still love you) I intended to go to the gym every other day, YIKES! And blog about my progress, video blog before and after :) (what am I setting myself up to fail again, lol) NO!! I am not making it a new years resolution, as those are always made to be broken, I am doing this for me, so the beautiful person inside me that many seem to fail to see can finally make its way to the surface. It may take more than 365 it may take less, but I will get there when I am ready. I have always loved this fatty metaphor since I heard it on one of my favorite shows, and I always use it on an online profile somewhere, lol. It can be used in any aspect but I happened to use it in reference to men and relationships, but it can be translated over to personal self as well, I hope you understand it and please interpret into your life. In life, majority of people are impatient and expects god to hand them everything when they ask for it. So eager to get to the end of this journey, that they bypass they journey itself. It may not be an easy road all the time, but face it, at least you have a road to travel, enjoy the journey, remember it!!

"I am not going to continue on about my failed relationships, and broken hearts, it happens. But what I will say, is that I am well aware of my stellar history with guys, and in the midst of all this insanity, it's all starting to make sense.I always feared something was wrong with me, because I couldn't make it work, well, maybe I'm not supposed to, because . . . OK . . . I'm cookie dough! I'm not done baking. I'm not finished becoming whoever the hell I'm gonna turn out to be. I make it through this, and the next thing, and the thing after that, and one day, I'll turn around and I realize, I'm ready, I'm cookies. And then you know maybe someday, if I want someone to ea . . . ENJOY warm, delicious cookie me, then that's fine. But that will be then . . . When I'm done!!"

Namaste BITCHES!!
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